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Good morning, old friend.

Holy toledo, its been ages sice we last spoke. A whole lot of everything has happened since.

I’m searching for guidance lately. I need it. I need to speak with someone with life experience and a butt load of wisdom, but most importantly an open mind. I’ve been considering the future, and how i see it, and i want to make sure it is exactly that. I want to do everything I dream. They are all attainable things, i just don’t know 1) how to put them in the best order and 2) how to then get the ball rolling.

I’m a firecracker. I’m electricity. And I am constant.

Ah but alas, things aren’t always all good. I want to share this, this enthusiam and zest for my plans, my ideas.

“Your not a child anymore, its time to get real.”

It seems future plans need to be mundane and average, steady and simple. My soul hurts when i think i may have to adjust these ideas to fit the mold of dry and old.

I’m not going to speak about them yet, my ideas, i want hope. I want hope that I will, I have hope that i will. And when i accomplish these things on my own, on my own two feet, i will be the happiest, and hang a banner screaming, its ok to be young at heart!

Note: I will also learn how to make a banner scream with a gigantic speaker, have a movable mouth, and possibly a leather tongue that will roll out of the mouth with every passer by, slapping and sloshing, and a lovely ppptttthhhhhtttttttt! sound. Add water for a wonderful spit effect. Yeah, thats right.

Get ready, suckers.