This is my mess.

Nothing.

I don’t know if i’m making any progress.

It seems i’m more or less occupying myself with anything that makes me think about anything else.

So, is that the answer.

Let it resolve itself kind of deal, Just a short period of information overload, then its gone?

I’m slightly torn about this. Because this has been happening on and off for a while now, and this is always how it ends. And it feels good, but nothing ever gets resolved because that parasite is still there, just dormant.

Hm, like for example.

As i started writing this, i did feel good, carefree and careless.

Now, my brothers just walked in.

And i’m screaming all over.

I’m not saying its them.

Well, i guess i’m saying,

I thought I was getting somewhere.

But now,

No Progress.